and he looked past me when I called his name to say hi.
He was with his gf. He cheated on her with me.
I can’t stop crying and I can’t stop feeling so happy.
I am so happy that I’m not her yet I am so sad that that chapter has closed in my life. I knew him for 2 years. He was my person. I cried in his arms, I worshipped the ground he walked on, I kissed him every opportunity I had, I believed in him, I trusted him, I loved him.
He said “hey whats up” and walked past me.
I have been drunk for about 10 hours straight as a result. I’m sorry if this doesn’t make any sense. I just… can’t handle this moment alone. When I told him I have HSV he a) threatened to kill the guy that gave it to me (a legit threat) and b) told me that anything we had was over.
I woke up this morning next to the man that I want to spend my nights with, but as soon as I saw my ex I crumbled.
I’m drunk. I need to forget today. What an awful day.
Recently I’ve learned that you can’t wait around for life to be good for you, you have to make it good for yourself with the resources that you have. That’s why you could own the whole entire world but if you don’t have the drive and urge to make your life special then you own absolutely nothing in the end.
—Unknown. (via blindthoughts)
I will be working in the city. They’re putting me up in a nice hotel and paying for all my meals.
I won’t be sleeping much again this week and I’ve got a pretty nasty cold, but this opportunity is something I could never pass up.
I feel like my career is taking off, people at corporate are noticing me. This is big.
Sleeping in his arms is my new favorite thing