February 2012
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Its been since Thursday
I haven’t heard from him since Thursday night. bigdeepsigh. I hope its not because of something I said or did. I hope its because he left his phone somewhere or he’s been working. I just don’t want it to be because he doesn’t like me anymore because I still like him a lot. He makes me feel okay and he understands what I mean and he likes me even though I’m strange. I...
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It's just wonderful
finding out 2 months later that it was all a lie.
You fell in love with her? While you were “in love” with me? and you approach the topic with “someone I’m semi-seeing”…
Get the fuck out of my life, forever this time.
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instead of applying for more jobs today
i watched TLC instead. and by TLC i mean hours of say yes to the dress.
so, now i want to pick a wedding dress. why? because i’m obviously on the pathway to marriage. LOLJK.
and i’m obsessing because he hasn’t called/text me today. HOW DARE HE WORK FULL TIME AND NOT SPEAK TO ME! … no, but really. i wanna see him. i like his face. and his booty. its kind of flat.
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love is a place
& through this place of
love move
(with brightness of peace)
all places
yes is a world
& in this world of
yes live
(skilfully curled)
all worlds
ee cummings
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hahahahaha
margaritas for lunch.
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“When he shall die,
Take him and cut him out in little stars,
And he will make...”
– Shakespeare (via perdure)
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Perhaps
telling me all the ways I’ve fucked up and how I got here and why I’m stuck isn’t the best way to confront my depression.
Maybe a better way would be to ask why I’m sad and why I seem to be stuck. Also, family, could you please stagger your attacks so that I at least get one day in between? It would be extremely helpful for me to not cry all day for several days in a row,...
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I know that I keep talking about him,
but he really is kind of adorable.
We were going to hang out this morning, but he ended up sleeping too late. So, instead we FaceTimed while he was at work.
He’s going to the 49ers game on Sunday and wants me to help him make signs to get him on TV. I feel immense pressure, this is a task for a pro sign maker! It should be fun though. :)
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I woke up
very sad this morning.
I’m not quite sure why, there is a myriad of reasons today.
“You’re beautiful because you taught me something invaluable that I would never...”
– Why You’re Beautiful (via creatingaquietmind)
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“I learned this, at least, by my experiment: that if one advances confidently in...”
– Henry David Thoreau, Walden: Or, Life in the Woods (via vouth)
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What if...
I went back to school for an advertising degree… That way I could have a better idea of what copywriters do or look in to being a creative director.
I think my life will eventually be involved in the arts somehow.
I could even do all my classes online (or commute to SF) and find a part time job to keep me earning money. I never thought I would be considering more school for something that...
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I am currently
reading “Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close”. I’m about half way through.
He found out I was reading it and bought me tickets to see the special preview tomorrow night except my grandparents are coming in to town and I can’t go.
WHY IS HE SO GOOD TO ME?!
p.s. I knit him a scarf. He’s getting it tomorrow. I’m taking a picture of him wearing it and...
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How I know he's a keeper...
I have recently begun to fall for this guy. We met about a month and a half ago and have been hanging out ever since. He’s started doing this thing where he comes over in the morning before I have a chance to get showered and ready for the day and he gets in bed with me. We’ve done a lot of talking, a lot of sex, and a lot of figuring each other out, but yesterday was a big moment in...
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“It is all about falling in love with yourself and sharing that love with someone...”
– Eartha Kitt (via avrgblkgrl)
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“The first problem for all of us, men and women, is not to learn, but to unlearn.”
– Gloria Steinem (via literaryliberal)
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My heart broke in to pieces today.
RIP Josephine Valentine Campbell-Grossman.
You were loved so much by so many even though your time with us was too short. You will always be remembered.
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Notable things of the day::
My aunt had her twins today! Two beautiful girls. They are about 6 weeks early so they have to be kept at the hospital, but my aunt is recovering well and the babies are perfect. I cannot wait to go to LA and see them.
I think I had that moment of “I think I’m falling for you…” today. He came over to snuggle with me right as I was waking up. We talked about life. We did...
